My Dream/Goal in Life

Ya i'm 15. I really want to move to america and start a new life i dont have a bad life now but i just want to be somebody. My main goal is to live in america and become famous there. My dream is to be an actor. This is what i dream for all of my life. I might be too young now but after what i've been through i have rights to think like that. It's freedom there. If i go there the first thing i'm gonna do is to socialize. Meet new friends and best friends. After that, I'm going to achieve my goal. Well, as of now, i really don't know where to begin. I've been researching the internet and i found out that there are auditions in Disney Channel. Well, it's my favorite channel since i was a kid and I would love to give it a try. I saw how the costars bond with each other. Really looks fun! I want to be a part of it someday.
Right now im nobody and i dont want to become a criminal or a hobo i just want to be happy. And it's not a crime to think this way. I know many people out there wants to be famous too. I really wish and hope i could become famous for acting. It's my goal in life.

Thank you for reading this :)

and i believe somebody there will help me or i should probably help myself and make a move.

I keep on thinking' positive ^_^

My Ideal Guy

~it's 1am and i'm still awake :)

-okay, i admit, I easily fall inlove with a guy. If he's cute or makes me laugh.

I mean, i really do fall inlove easily. That's okay because everytime i fall inlove with the guy, he feels the same way to me :D pretty awesome!

I want my ideal guy to be just like Sterling Knight who plays Chad Dylan Cooper in SWAC.

well i mean i always watch the show and i always notice how very sweet Chad is. I want that kind of personality if ever there is someone. Who knows..

so anyways, about my ideal guy:

*Someone i can call my best friend.

*Comforts me when i'm upset

*Someone who has a real sense of humor. Who can make me laugh.

* Surprises me with flowers during ordinary days.

*Holds my hand unexpectedly and makes sure everything will be alright.

*Surprises me with kisses

*Love me for who i am.

*Has a cool side and has an..uncool side. haha

*Puts so much effort just for me :)

*Afraid to lose me so he'll do anything just to get me back.

*Always doing adorable and cute stuff. :3

*Has a bad side

*Maybe..JUST maybe....hmm.. Someone like me :)

-i can't think of all the things i like in a guy.

haha running out of ideas.. XD

I love watching Sonny w/ a chance and strangely addicted to it right now

okay, this is totally and completely not normal to me.. i think? hmm..

anyways, i've been watching this show called Sonny With a Chance

and i'm so addicted to it right now.

I've been watching this show recently, i don't know why, i guess it's because when everytime i turned the tv on, it's always the SWAC.

I've been addictive to it since Chad and Sonny are going out.

..or i'm watching it because of Sterling Knight. haha i don't know. He's so cute and adorable!

no one can resist! XD lol

What do i think about Sonny With a Chance?

-well, i admit i don't get easily addicted to a show, because i barely watch tv.

But, this show (SWAC) is totally, i mean completely the awesome show i ever seen!

it's because of the story of two people fall inlove with each other even though the rivalry of their shows. I love their love story.

And well, i wish that my next boyfriend would be like Sterling Knight or Chad, so sweet!!

..i mean, all of chad's personality is what i like in a guy except for thinking only himself.

What do you feel about Sonny with a Chance WITHOUT Demi Lavato?

-ok, i'll have to say that Demi is not one of my favorite actresses in disney but i'm starting to like her :">

I heard the news that Demi won't be in SWAC for awhile. Yup, that's true

But, i feel awfully sad because the only reason i watch that show, is because of Sonny and Chad.

now, without sonny, what's gonna happen to Chad? hm..

I saw the ending of the show. The title is "New Girl". I think it's Demi's last show there.

But.. she will be back.. oh i wish it will be sooner!! i can't wait!!

It's so intense! Like, i'm so curious of what will happen to Chad and Sonny..

will they ever be together again? I wish it happens! They look so cute together!! aww :">

~aly :)

Random Shit!

hi :)

since no one is going to read this piece of shit, i'm gonna so randomly type whatever i like :P

first, mah name's Alyssa. right now i'm 15. And i don't like you.

I love alot of things and i also hate alot of things.

My hobbies are playing online games, eating, sleeping during the day and stay up all night because it's none of your business!! :D

..and i don't care that you don't care! XD haha!

As i said, since no one will read this shit, i'll make a blog about me, expressing myself..

and probably or maybe...just maybe.. i'll be reading this again when i'm 20 or something.

Uhh.. i wanna be an adult so badly right now.

..i also have dreams that i don't tell to my friends and family.

and i will make that dream, a reality! >:)

..but right now, i'll just enjoy myself doing nothing!! oh my god this summer is soooo boring!!

so i'm gonna stop typing now, before i type something uhmm...awkward? xD

PS:

if you wanna know my dream, well.. it's totally a secret :)

but whatever it is, i hope to do it if..i'm not so lazy like i am now :D